A Zato Na Part One Complete Hausa Novel

Nace "meye ma ban gani ba? Wani abu ya faru ne a Zaria? Tun muna can fa na kula da canzawar da kayi, ina kuma ta tambayarka amma sai dai kace min babu komi. A tunanina ni din abokiyar shawararka ce, kamar yadda kake abokin shawarata?".

Da sauri ya hau gyada kai kamar wani karamin yaro, "haka ne baby, na sani. Just... Ban ma san ta inda zan dauko zancen bane".
Jin haka yasa na kara matsawa kusa dashi sosai, "to menene? Ka fada min, kaji? Idan ma wani abu ne da yafi karfinka zamu iya hada karfi da karfe, idan ma yafi karfinmu dai duk babu abinda zai gagara, kaji? Menene?".

Yayi shiru yana kallona cikin tunani. Kai ya girgiza kawai, "I'm sorry baby, maybe next time, amma ba yanzu ba".
Nayi kasa-kasa da ido, "Yaya...!"
Sai dai ban kai ga karasa fadar abinda nayi niyar fada ba, naga ya tashi da sauri kamar wanda aka mintsina yayi hanyar bayi. Na bishi da kallo cike da tsananin mamaki, a hankali wani abu mai kama da takaici ya tsaya min a makoshi. A ganina ina laifin wanda ya damu da damuwarka? Akalla kullum zan tambayi Yaya abinda yake damunshi, yafi sau a kirga. A tunanina, ko bai fada don muyi maganin abin ba, ai zai fada ko don raba damuwarka da wani kamar ka cirewa ranka rabin damuwar ne.
Nayi kwafa a hankali tare da mikewa tsaye ina karkade kayan jikina. Ko kofar bayin daya shiga ban kara kallo ba, na wuce wajen da Muhaaseen take kwance na tofe ta da addu'o'i. Na haye kan gado tare da shafe nawa jikin nima da addu'ar kwanciya barci.

Ban ma san lokacin da Yayan ya fito daga bandakin ba saboda lokacin barci ya fara daukata. Daga can dai naji lokacin daya hayo kan gadon ya kwanta tare da laluboni jikinshi, nayi banza na share shi. Kodayake, shariyar ta dan lokaci ce, babu shiri na manta da dan guntun fushin da nake yi na kara kwantar da kaina akan faffadan kirjin mijina.

Cikin tsakiyar dare na farka, tunda na laluba gefena naji babu kowa nasan cewa Yaya sana'ar yake yi. Na mike zaune da kyar tare da daukar bargo na rufe saman ruwan cikina dashi, saboda sanyin da yake dan bugowa a lokacin.
Kamar yadda nayi zato, zaune yake a gefen gadon, ya zira kafafunshi ta kasa, kanshi a kasa, ban sani ba duk cikin tunanin ne, ko kuwa barci yake yi a haka?.

A hankali na kai hannu na dafa samar kafadarshi, daga yadda jikinshi yayi tensing, nasan cewa idanunshi biyu.
Nace "Abban Maama...".

Kaico! Masana iya magana dama sukan ce wai rashin sani yafi dare duhu, kuma dana sani k'eya ce.
Da ace nasan kalmomin da zasu fito daga bakinshi, da ban farka ba, da ban yi tunanin yi mishi magana ba a tun farkon fari, dana sani da naci gaba da kwanciyata koda kuwa na kasa komawa barci. Ban shiryawa jin abinda ya fito daga bakinshi ba.

"Na'ilah, aure zan yi!".

Kalma mafi muni data taba shiga cikin dodon kunnena a cikin tarihin rayuwata kenan. Naji duk wasu ayyukan dake wakana a cikin kwalwata sun dakata da aiki, kai ni a karan kaina sai naji ni kamar wata sassaken sak'ago, ko wata statue. Na kasa numfashi, na kasa motsa komi a jikina, na kasa tuna komi a cikin raina. Wadannan kalmomi hudu daya furta, su kadai nake fahimta, su kadai kuma suke min yawo a cikin kaina.

Ban san lokacin daya juyo ya fuskanceni ba, sai da naji hannunshi da a da, idan ya taba ni dasu na kanji duk wata gajiya da wahala dake tattare dani ta gudu daga jikina a take, amma yau ya banbanta. Sai naji kamar ya dauko duk wata gajiyar duniya ya dora min ne, babu shiri na fara kokarin zame nawa hannun daya kama, amma bai bari hakan ta faru ba.

"Na'ilah, baby, ki saurareni don Allah, wallahi ba wai don bana sonki bane zanyi wannan auren, I love you more than anything in this world, bani da zabi ne, don Allah ki saurareni, kinji?".

Na daga idanuna da na kasa tsayar dasu waje daya. Daga jin zafin da suke min, nasan cewa cike suke da hawaye, sun kuma canza kala. Cikin muryar da ni kaina sai dana yi mamakin jin ta fita daga bakina, nace "me kace?".

Ya kara damke tafin hannuna cikin nashi, "please baby, ki bari in fara miki bayani kafin...".
"aure kace?", na katseshi ta hanyar jefe mishi wannan tambayar, ba tare da tunanin maganganun da yake fada ba.

A hankali, kamar wanda yake tsoron wani abu, ya daga kai sama.

Ban san lokacin dana kwace hannuna ba, na dira daga kan gadon cikin wani irin sauri da rawar jiki da ban taba zaton akwai irinsu a duniya ba.
Yaya yayi kokarin sake kamo ni, amma ina! Gabadaya duk wani sauran tunani daya rage a jikina yayi kaura. Ture shi na sake yi. Daya matsa da kiran sunana da kokarin kamo ni, sai kawai na kasa da gudu. Na fada dakina na maida kofar da sauri na kulle da makulli na hada da sakata.

Tsaye a tsakiyar daki, hannuwa biyu da suke ta rawa rike da wayata ina lalube cikin jerin contacts dina, amma na kasa ganin komi saboda hawaye da suka cika min idanu har sun fara zuba, balle inyi tunanin wanda zan kira a cikin tsalelen daren wannan.
A gefe guda kuma Yaya yana daga waje yana buga min kofar dakin tare da magiya akan in bude muyi magana.
Daga karshe dai silalewa tsakiyar dakin nayi da hannuwana biyu aka.

An fara kiraye-kirayen sallah a wasu masallatan lokacin da Yaya ya dakata da bugun kofar da yake yi, ina jin karar sawayenshi lokacin da yake barin kofar dakin. Na bi kofar dakin da harara kamar shine tsaye a wajen.
Ba'a jima ba sai gashi ya dawo da Muhaaseen, karan kukanta da naji ne yasa na dan dawo cikin duniyar, daga fari da kamar ba zan tashi ba, naga dai babu laifinta a ciki. Na mike tsaye ina layi da jan kafa na bude kofar dakin, nayi tsaye kyam tare da mika mishi hannu, naki matsawa gefe balle ya samu damar shigowa.
Yana miko min ita na karbeta tare da kokarin maida kofar in rufe, yayi saurin sanya kafarshi daya ya tare ni, "baby please...".
Ban jira ya karasa ba na katse shi da nawa warning din, "don't!".

Babu musu ya janye kafarshi, na maida kofar na rufe garam, da ba don Allah yasa ya matsa da wuri ba da babu abinda zai hana in buga kofar nan a fuskarshi. Too bad, abinda naso ya faru kenan, babu abinda nake tunani a lokacin sai gwara in saba mishi kamanni in gani ko wadda zai aura din zata cigaba da son shi a hakan. Juyawa nayi zuwa cikin dakin na zauna a gefen gado.

Tunani na farko daya fara zuwar min shine asubahi ta farko in kama hanya in bar mishi gidan, in yaso sai ya dauko wadda yake so din ya ajiye a gidan nashi, daga baya dai naga cewa wannan gurguwar shawara ce, idan ma na tashi ina zan tafi? Gida dai nasan ko na sha giyar wake, Baba ba zai barni in zauna ba, in ma ce mishi me? Gashua kuwa... Bana ma sako ta cikin lissafi. Nasan ko numfashi ba zan gama ajiyewa ba zan ganni na dawo Abuja.

Tunda nayi sallar asubahi, na koma na kwanta. Duk da dan banzan barcin daya cika min ido, amma na kasa komawa barci. Ta yaya ma zan iya barci a cikin wannan halin?. Hawaye ne masu dan karen zafi da daci suke min zarya a kumatu. Rabin filon da nayi matashin kai dashi ya jike da lemar hawayena.

Wani sashe na can kasan zuciyata kuwa yana fada min I'm just being a hypocrite.
Bai taba fada ba, amma can wani bangare na tunani na yana fada min cewa ba zan taba zama ni kadai a cikin gidan Yaya ba, na sani. Shi yasa na kasa zama comfortable, na kasa sakin jiki balle har in saba da zama ni daya din, amma me yasa duk da hakan, zafin da nake ji a yanzu ya wuce misali?.

Har gari yayi haske, rana ta fito, ban motsa daga inda nake ba, ganin barcin ba zai yiwu ba yanzu yasa na tashi. Sai dana fara shirya Muhaaseen data tashi sannan nima na shirya cikin uniform dina.
Na nadeta cikin shawul mai taushi, na dauki abubuwan da zan bukata na bude kofar dakin na fita.
A falo na kwantar da ita tare da sauran kayan hannuna na shiga kicin. Duk da bana jin yunwa, amma kuma I can't find it in me to starve my husband, ba ma zan ji dadi ba idan ban mishi girkin ba. Don haka na kunna gas. Ganin cewa lokaci ya riga ya kure, yasa nayi sauce din kwai kawai na dafa shayi, na kai kan dinning da biredi na ajiye. Har yanzu Yaya bai fito ba, watakila barci ne ya kwashe shi. Nayi kwafa da nayi tunanin haka, watau shi har lokacin yin barci ya samu? Ya mishi kyau.
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Tunda naje asibiti na kasa tabuka komi, tun safe har lokacin tashinmu yayi. Yan kananun ayyuka kamar su dressing da sauransu, sai sauran abokan aikina ne suka dinga yin su. Sunyi tambayar duniya, ce musu ciwon kai nake yi kawai na dinga yin. Haka nan na koma gida dai ranar.
Kasa daurewa nayi, na kira Sailu a waya ina kuka tun karfina da jan majina, mata ta rikice ta hau tambayata abinda yake faruwa. Na zayyane mata abinda kenan, ban boye mata komi ba.
Ina gamawa taja tsaki, na daga baki hangangam cikin mamaki ina saurarenta, tace "to sai me? Ni Wallahi nayi zaton wani mummunan abu ne ya faru, har kin bani tsoro".

Na share hawayen fuskata nace "haba Sailuba, yanzu wannan ba mummunan abu bane?".

Tace "mummuna a ina? Yo wai ita kishiyar karshen rayuwarki ce ko me? Yadda kike yi dinnan sai wani yayi tunanin baki taba zama da kishiyar bane, ke da kika zauna da mata har biyu, kika kuma zauna lafiya balle daya?".